Actress Elizabeth “Beanie” Feldstein, the younger sister of star Jonah Hill, is opening up on the lessons she’s learned since the sudden death of their older brother in December 2017. Read here.
“About a year ago, Jordan Feldstein passed away very suddenly and unexpectedly,” the Lady Bird actress pens. “He was a remarkably generous, intelligent, loving person. He was an incredible father, beloved by his boys… He was a deeply devoted son.”
“He was a brilliant creative mind. And he was my biggest brother. He gave me so many things, including my name. In this past year, I have learned an immeasurable amount about the bandwidth of my own heart. The pain is so unbearable at times, so unremitting. Yet, in addition to the deluge of feelings leaking out of me at all times, I have found the process of grief (because it is and will always be a process, never finished, never concluded) to be just as resonant in my mind as it is in my heart.”
“It’s like all of a sudden, a pair of glasses were strapped to my face. And I can’t take them off. Ever. And these glasses make me see the world differently than I did before.”
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